英文情书5，让你的表白更洋气

Everyday, every n I finally meet the right guy and he's not available. I'm in love with you but I can't be with you.

But, I've got to tell you, for the first time in months I can finally smile because although you didn't say much the last time you called I knew you still cared.

You can keep on denying it, you can keep hiding from it, but trust me you are only lying to yourself. Everyday I ask myself why … why do I feel this way? Why can't I stop loving you? Then it dawned on me … you put voodoo on me! Just kidding.

Before I go I want you to know that you will always have a special place in my heart, and like I've said many times before, I do not regret anything we've done. The only thing I regret is you telling me you love me because since then you have given me nothing but the cold shoulders.

Please don't be scared, I want nothing but your friendship, well … I do want more but I am willing to settle. I am not trying to make you feel bad or push you further away. I am just trying to make you understand what's in my heart.

每一天，每一刻，我想你。我的大脑告诉我放弃，但我的心说，我不能停止爱你。我整天做梦的时候，你打电话说你有同样的感觉。我试着假装，事实是，我无法停止爱你。我不知道怎么停下来。

我会珍惜的时刻，我们共同度过的，从我们的第一个吻，我们最后一次。我错过了你吻我的样子，你看，我擦我的脸，我很想念你叫我女士梅纳德（因为你知道这让我心烦），我想念你想念我，我很想念你的一切，我很怀念我们的电话交谈的方式谈论我们的国家和我们长大了，我们会花好几个小时。但最重要的是我想念我的最好的朋友。

我将会把我们已经一起分享的时刻，在一个时间囊，并把它藏在我的心里最隐秘的地方。也许20年后，或当我们再次见面，也许那时我们都可以打开胶囊，并提醒我们美好的友谊。

天哪，我的生活很臭！我的意思是，我终于遇到合适的人，他是不可用的。我爱上了你，但我不能与你同在。

但是，我要告诉你，第一次在月，我终于可以微笑，因为虽然你没有说你最后一次叫我知道你还是关心。

你可以继续否认这一点，你可以从它保持隐藏，但相信我，你只是对自己说谎。每天我都问自己，为什么……为什么我有这样的感觉吗？为什么我不能停止爱你呢？然后我就明白了……你把巫毒教我！只是在开玩笑。

在我走之前，我想让你知道，你将永远在我的心中有一个特殊的地方，就像我已经说过很多次，我不后悔任何事情，我们已经做了。我唯一后悔的是你告诉我你爱我，因为从那时起，你给了我什么，但寒冷的肩膀。

请不要害怕，我什么都不要，但你们的友谊，以及……我想，但我愿意和解。我没有试图让你感觉不好或推你渐行渐远。我只是试图让你明白什么是在我的心里。

Dear Shortie,Look, I don't know where to start. I love you. I have loved you since as long as I can remember, Shortie. I guess the first time I told was when I realized how much you meant to me. We have known each other for years. Once we got together, I couldn't believe how good things were going. It was too good to be true. It was perfect in the beginning. I loved you, and you loved me. I felt like that's the way it should still be.I didn't want you to leave - honestly, I didn't. If I could go back, I'd beg you to stay by my side. To know you'd be miles away was breaking my heart, but I wanted you to be happy. I wanted you to make a good future for yourself, for us. Now that I think about it, how could I have let you go? What was I thinking then? Look what has happened.I know we've been through the toughest of times. And because of that I think we are stronger than we thought. We lasted a good while. I'm so incredibly sorry for everything that I did wrong. I wish you could just tell me, and I would change it all. But, you know that neither of us were innocent when it came to hurting each other.

When I said I would marry you, I meant it. I wanted to live my entire life loving you. We could have grown old together. I know you wanted that. It would have been great. But what happened to us, Shortie? Where did we go wrong? Wasn't our love untouchable? Wasn't it strong? I sit and think, and the only thing that best explains it is that we needed to be together physically. Having you in one state and me in another was unbearable. Although, I wanted to be with you so badly, I also have school and my life here. If I could go back I'd probably leave with you when I had the chance. Would things be better now or is this the way it is supposed to be?All I know is we may not be together now or maybe not ever again. But I want you to know that you are someone I will never ever forget. I loved you, and still love, and will always love you, no matter what. We've been through a lot. But that love is still there. I hope you find happiness. I hope all your dreams come true. You deserve a lot.I feel very lucky to have had the chance to experience the love we once had. It's something I will forever cherish. Please don't forget it. I know things aren't the best now, but at least we still have our friendship. That's where it all started. I just ask for one thing; be happy, and know that I'm happy. I will always think of you.Love always,Lucky Angel.

亲爱的矮子，看，我不知道从哪里开始。我爱你。我爱你，因为只要我能记住，矮子。我想我第一次告诉当我意识到你对我有多重要。我们已相识多年了。一旦我们在一起时，我不能相信好的事情。这真是太好了。它是完美的开始。我爱你，你爱我。我觉得这就是它应该仍然是。我不想离开你-真的，我没有。如果我能回到过去，我会乞求你留在我身边。知道你会英里以外打破我的心，但我希望你幸福。我想让你成为一个好自己的未来，为了我们。我现在觉得，我怎么可以让你走？我想的是什么呢？看发生了什么。我知道我们经历过的最艰难的时光。因为我认为我们比我们的思想。我们持续了好一会儿。我很抱歉难以置信的一切，都是我的错。我希望你能告诉我，我会改变这一切。但是，你知道，我们都是无辜的时候，互相伤害。

当我说我要嫁给你，我的意思。我想住在我的整个生命爱你。我们可以一起变老。我知道你想要的。这将是巨大的。但我们发生了什么事，胖子？我们哪里做错了？不是我们的爱不？不是很强吗？我想，和唯一的一件事，最好的解释是，我们必须在一起。有你在一个国家和我的另一难以忍受。虽然，我想你了，我也有学校和我在这里的生活。如果我能回到过去，我想可能与你离开时，我有机会。事情会更好，现在是应该是这样的吗？我知道我们不可能在一起或也许不是再次。但我要你知道，你是我绝对不会忘记的那个人。我爱你，现在仍然爱，和我将永远爱你，不管是什么。我们已经经历了很多。但是，仍然有爱。我希望你找到幸福。我希望你所有的梦想成真。你得到了很多。我觉得很幸运，有机会体验到我们曾经拥有的爱。这是我永远会珍惜。请不要忘记它。我知道事情不是最好的，但至少我们还有我们的友谊。这一切开始的地方。我只求一事；快乐，并且知道我是快乐的。我会一直想着你。永远的爱，幸运天使。